Friday, October 28, 2011

break.through

it has been...

almost a year since i've written a complete song. 

that is a long time....

a loooonnnnnggggg time.

several things have attributed to that. there were so many changes in this last year that were not only hard, but some were painful. not all. but some. that, and continually finding the balance between abraham and all my eternal projects was getting tricky. so songwriting went on the back burner.

but last night, abraham had applesauce. no big. unless your kid doesn't really have sugar! that little punk was so hyper until midnight. half desperate, half brain-fried, i hopped onto the keys and started dinking around. that must have been the potion to put things in motion (cheese sauce) cuz i kicked out a little diddy. i've been wanting to write a song for abe, but didn't seem to have the time or energy. i figured it'd come when it came and i didn't want to force it, or it'd sound really bad. which, i must confess, i did try twice. and it sounded really bad. 

but i think i might have uncorked the flow. and i'm glad that the song that came first was a song for my son. he's worth it, i think. 


ABRAHAM’S LULLABY

it's time to go to sleep my darling
it's time to go to bed
it's time to go to sleep my darling
it's time to go to bed

rest little boy
dreams will find you
even heroes need
to have their sleep too

find your way to that world
where your heart is
there you will be free to fly

so goodnight my love
until morning breaks
see your adventure
in a different place

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

cleaning up

it's been since last christmas season that i've entered anything. and now i'm revisiting my blog again, cleaning it up a bit and excited about the opportunity to pen (er, type) again because i actually have the internet at my house now!! yi boi. my blog started off really focused on me being a new mommy. but i want to broaden the subject content a little this time around. this summer i was heavily considering titling my blog "the god-awful truth" consisting of spillage from my mind and heart. but i dealt with a lot of hurt and pain this past season and now looking back, i'm glad that i didn't have time or the resources to blog. a lot of what was coming out of me wasn't healthy because i wasn't necessarily in a healthy place. and the last thing someone needs when in the place i was in is to tell the whole world about it. haha! God is continually bringing me through that season of change, release and healing. and now, where i am, i feel like this is a good time to open up. "i just want to love you" seemed like the most appropriate title to have, as it is the desire of my heart towards my God and people that i come in contact with. i may not be the best at it, but i do want my life to reflect that. so, with that i'd like begin my whole new journey in blogging (again) to start with, "My God is sooooooooo good...."
til next time
xoxo